farewel

it might be the end of this agreement, but beginning of my new experience :) - iLul

        Thats what my calendar showed! iya, ini waktunya mengakhiri masa volunteer mariBERAKSI yang telah saya ceritakan kapan hari itu. Yang telah saya tanda tangani MoU nya 6 bulan lalu. Yang telah memberi saya pengalaman baru. dan, yang telah memberi saya keluarga baru :). Gala dinner kali ini memang untuk itu, sebagai farewel party yang mempertemukan kami, para volunteer region Surabaya dengan pihak penyelenggara, PT. Darya Varia Lab. Untuk sekedar bersilaturahmi, and end this agreement officially. (tp yg paling penting adalah makan enak gratis di Handayani #eh). Kami mengakhiri masa tugas kami sebagai volunteer mariBERAKSI setelah melakukan AKSI kami yang ketiga di daerah Ngebel, Ponorogo. Thats the most awesome of three! (mungkin karena aksi yang terakhir kali yak :D)

calendar

farewel

held the testimonial on

I thanked to you, God, for giving me such a kind friends here :) you're all such my old friend that know who I really am. Never pushing me to be somebody else you want it to be, thanks!

21, Legal and Lethal

"Later on they send me to Hollywood. To make movies. It was all new to me. I was only 21 years old" - Elvis Presley 

it was November 2nd. and i was officially 21. officially legal drinking age. officially called as adult. officially conceptualized in law. asiiik udah boleh nikah. hha. kidding :)) brb. time went so fast since i got nothing done. i feel like mmm i dont know. things like i got undescribeable feeling. happy, sad, regret, proud. let me tell you from the easiest to the hardest feel. cz if i end this curcol with the easiest, happy thing, seems like there's no more to do and my life gonna be happily ever after like a fairytale :) so, thing that made me happy placed on the beginning. i expect this will be a self-reflection by ending with the hardest one. (actually not as hard as it seems sih. hha)

Feel HAPPY, Yeay :))
i guess you know why do i feel happy. yep, exactly. PRESENTS. yeaay! but actually what i need is just about attention and care. feel my existence. feel that there was someone born named LAILUL ILLIYAH with her struggle to stand up and feel many world anomaly. the way they write on my socmed page. the way they say simple happy birthday in the middle of class, warmhug, "cipika-cipiki", jokes, trivias, treat threat forced-asking :)) successfully made teary eyes :') thankies thank you, kakak2 sekalian. i do love love love <3

oh cyber victim. androided myself. thanks dad-mommy :') love

thakies kakak2 almighty :* geng rempong

mbogdhe, SHITi, theese mean a lot. thankies girls :* love it <3

Feel Proud ...
yeay, congratulation for my self. for being cooperative within physics and mental stuff (despite you both are quite having fight sometimes). for having quality time with my assignments along night, till drop. for reaching this line, this 21 line. for facing any kind of world anomaly. for being 21-daddy's girl. for being me totally, with no forced. and for achieving 80% YEAR-RESOLUTION. yeay. Be ready for the next resolution, Dear I am.

next next next :))

Feel sad ...
MIDTERM EXAMS yeay! and my smartphone was getting worse :(( keong! though i got the new one, but i still hoping for its recovery. i still hope "his" pin will be appeared in my contact. hha. i wish :))

Feel regret ...
most regretness this year : not attending my bro graduation :'(( but i ensure myself that im gonna get learn from this way. helping them to improve their health degree, i hope you understand. do appologize :'))
aaand oke. when i read the quote above, i was whispering myself : what u've done along 21 years huh? when elvis presley got his begining of his way to succeed his life, and I'm just right here, sitting in this static chair. But its unfair if i compare to him cz we're just different, totally. he was with his macho-hair, pointed nose :D aand passionately singing. he was damned ROCK! king of rock. hha. But I think, we're just in the same begining, to the new journey. to succeed our life. If elvis had gone  to Hollywood on his 21's, im going to different way. out of my routine. something new. and im sure it will be a blast! joining the world's largest student-run organization focused on providing a platform for proffessional youth leadership development and global network expansion. I never expected before. i have to take this chance. chalenging myself for begining to the world challenge. are curious what organization is, sooo ...... to be continued. hha

Does "Tangan di atas lebih baik daripada tangan di bawah" still show its existence??

actually i'll post this on my another blog, but .. just enjoy :)

that was my lecture question in a Health Policy and Administration class i've joined a few days ago.
yeah, we knew that it's a mostly-said-proverb around us which have meaning that a giver better than begger. even our parents did it too. try for planting those proverb as a seed in our mind field.
but have you ever think from another side of
that those proverb should not use (or even can't be applied) in marketting?

Marketing is essentially about marshalling the resources of an organization
so that they meet the changing needs of the customer on whom the organization depends.
yeah, we could say that marketing are focused upon customer orientation and satisfaction of customer needs.

"tangan diatas" means giving something. thats a good side of it. but feel it, is it like giving
something that we dont need anymore? or even like a richest give something to the poorest?
you might have your own answer. but the most important one, it means that "tangan diatas"
had pushed his will for giving something. they never want to know even "tangan dibawah"
didn't need it. they didnt care about what "tangan dibawah" needed. they didn't give them THE CHOICE.
"tangan dibawah" means accepting something from the giver. they looks like a begger even they aren't.
they didn't have a choice to choose.

ANALOGY, "tangan diatas" is a marketer who focused upon customer orientation and satisfaction of customer needs.
"tangan dibawah" is customer. AND consumers like choice. They like to choose.
Choose, make them feel comfortable and confident with the product to be bought.
You can just feel that the product that you show to the front of their noses is the best,
but remember, you are NOT them.

Never choose something for consumers, UNLESS they request. Even though they ask for anything,
you should still show and compare it with other options. ensure that in your bussiness consumers have choice.

"Give consumers a choice, and make sure they always know the choices they have.
Choose, make consumers feel valued, confident, and ultimately easier to take the decision to buy." iLul

So, lets say :
tangan diatas lebih baik daripada tangan dibawah.
tapi akan sangat lebih terhormat jika posisi tangan kita equal.
honourable, valuable! 


subject : Marketing of Healthcare Services
lecture : Dr. Setya Haksama, drg., M.Kes

for aak

"i was bad, but i do care :))"

sorry for not coming at your graduation party. i do appologize. thats terrible :( but i know we were passing our own way to go for an aim. success :))

CHOICE :: tak memilih bukan berarti tak ingin

Life is about choice. but not choose doesn't mean unwilling. its about priority. -aku-

penelpon : halo. dg lailatul iliyah? (mostly they call me wrong -_-)
me : LAILUL ILLIYAH, mbak.. *nada sabar membenarkan. maaf, ini siapa?
penelpon : kami dr mariBERAKSI memberitahukan bahwa mbak lailatul eh laywlaul eh panggilannya siapa ya? hhe (finally she give up)
me : lala, mbak -__-
penelpon : oke, Lala. kami dr mariBERAKSI memberitahukan bahwa kamu terpilih menjadi 30 besar calon Laskar Muda BERAKSI dari area Surabaya untuk menjalani proses interview sebagai seleksi tahap awal menjadi 10-15 Laskar Muda Terpilih. Selamat yaa.. Nah, interviewnya akan kami adakan sabtu tgl 25 juni besok, jam 5 di RM. Handayani Jl. Prapen 35. Gmn, Lala? bisa datang khan?
me : iya, akan saya usahakan *sok cool. padahal waktu itu rasanya "nano2" bgt
penelpon : tapi pasti dateng khan? *mbaknya gak terima
me : iya. pasti dateng. insyaAlloh
penelpon : nah, gt dong. oke, sampai ketemu disana yaa.
nuut nuut nuut.. *phone disconnected
me : *salto.kayang.roll depan-belakang. gak tau kenapa aku ngrasa seneng bgt kaya dapet panggilan kerja. hha


That conversation started the story. Setelah menjalani interview (yg sumpah absurd bgt aku jawabnya. alhamdulillah interviewer teamnya asik2 dan 94oeL parah. Nyantai (tapi serius) abis. its so so different with HNMUN interview, that made me feel like lost in the jungle) dan training selama 5 hari di Bandung.Yeah, im officially a part of laskar mudaBERAKSI Surabaya finally. BERAKSI (berbagi informasi dan aksi sehat Indonesia) is a youth movement platform for raising society health degree. Held by Darya Varia with brand Neozep Forte as a kind of corporate social responsibility (CSR) program. Why i've joined? yeah, feel i was facilitated to act directly as a part of people that try to raise society health degree. Serasa "omdo" sebagai siswa public health school yang kemana2 berorasi akan meningkatkan derajat kesehatan masyarakat tapi jarang sekali do act directly to society. Saya tdk ingin menjadi mahasiswa yg hanya "overdosis" teori, tapi aksi nyata utnuk mencapai goal itu. saya bukanlah seorang yg hebat dalam hal public health, yg sering melakukan aksi2 membawa perubahan dalam bidang public health. Tapi setidaknya, through this program, i try for .....

topi BERAKSI

Huaaa, i'll get superb vacation after UAS to Bandung. yeay. Thats my expectation for doing mariBERAKSI training in Bandung along 5 days (during 11-15 July). Apa namanya klo nggak vacation. Ke Bandung (known as Paris van Java) *terbayang shopaholic kayak di iklan departemen store. and FREE ACCOMMODATION *joget hula2.
Setelah melampaui 22hours (fyi, normally it can be passed about 16hours only by bus and AN HOUR by PLANE. thanks -_-), akhirnya sampe juga di Lembang (di kawasan vila istana bunga). Disana, kami ditraining oleh PMI tentang P3K, Disaster management, dan damage assessment&analysis. Di hari terakhir, kami juga simulasi what must we do ketika terjadi bencana. Seruu abiss. You know, we not only get the training there, but MORE ... 
new challenge..

the ID Card

personal kit

guidance literature

new experince..

bandrek and the gank xoxo

nasi campur Bdg

Executive ticket. hha. norak!

and new family..

mudaBERAKSI Bandung, Jogja, Surabaya

mudaBERAKSI Surabaya

nanana @kebun dpn gedung sate

@gedung sate

Setelah 13 jam perjalan pulang dg kreta EKSEKUTIF (pertama kali dalam hidup.hha) Turangga, sampe juga di Gubeng pukul 8am. Padahal tepat pada jam itu juga berlangsung Water Symposium di Hotel Novotel that i've paid for it. 50k, Meen. too expensive to be missed. hha. akhirnya, ngebut ke Novotel dan tiba disana pukul 9am. Dan ketika masuk di venue, wow thats so so crowded. but alhamdulillah, dapet tempat duduk agak depan (biar bisa liat France & USA native speaker. hha). We discuss about the importance of water (that the conclution is : drink water 2L per day!) :))

drink water bottle

ga nyesel deh. seminar package-nya lengkaap kap :D

the speakers an my dean

26-28 Juli 2011 adalah tanggal kita BERAKSI, dan kita menetapkan desa Pace-Jember menjadi 1st on Ground kita. Desa yang pernah mengalami KLB muntaber pada tahun 2010 lalu dan mengakibatkan beberapa warga menjadi korban (bahkan ada yg sampe meninggal) telah mengajarkan kami banyak hal. here for the story :))

sepanduk

the (baby) si(s)tter

FYI, dari setahun yg lalu wombopala sudah merencanakan pendakian ke semeru. Dan disepakati tgl 20 Juli akan berangkat. i do have a desire for it (terlepas dr warning ortu yg mungkin msh bisa dirayu). Rasanya keren bisa bercerita tentang kalimati, tanjakan cinta, arcopodo, edelweis, dan pastinya MAHAMERU, puncak abadi para dewa *tsaaaaah. Gak hanya mendengar dr cerita orang2 apalagi cerita kakak Donny dhirgantoro di 5cm yang persuasif parah. hhe... But whats to do? tgl 26 harus BERAKSI sedangkan prepare masih 1% (seriusaan). Kami msh dapet alternatif2 tempat untuk BERAKSI. Belum assessment dan survey langsung. bayangkan kurang seminggu acara! Aaand i've decided. Maybe this not the time for me to go. But someday :)) amiin. Iya, tidak memilih untk pergi ke semeru bukan berarti tak ingin :))

P.S :
diantara busy time itu, ada satu hiburan tersendiri dari teman (lebih tepatnya MANTAN teman FKM). Namanya Manda, but i prefer call her Mandyy Maduuu :D. inilah percakapan absurd di twitter yg telah disempurnakan ...
@NdiarN : asik deh abis ini ke Magnum caffe ya, Man :D
@mandaappa : kamu kali khan tgl 16 traktiran :D
@NdiarN : aduh, gajanji ya, Man..
aku : Water symphosium. Uhuk ƪ(˚▽˚)ʃ (@NdiarN ultah pas water symposium yg aku ceritakan diatas)
@mandaappa : water symphosium? siram"an ta? ikutaaaaan :D
aku : NGAKAK guling2 ditanah
@NdiarN : i guess you do the same. buahahahaha


aduuuh, masa water symposium dibilang siram2an -__- Mandyy mandyy. KAMU LUCU BEUD..
eh, iya. @NdiarN, Happy birthday. wishing you wonderful life ahead (aku udah ngucapin belum sih yar???) hha

Being your(better)self

aku selalu bertanya dalam hati (bahkan teman2 sekitar), apakah stereo voice-ku sungguh begitu annoying? sebagian ada yg menjawab "ngganggu parah, La'. mosok gak nyadar?", "nggak ganggu kok *dia sambil pake ear muff", dan sebagian lagi menjawab "enggak kok. itu yg membuatmu unique. just be your self" (-- mungkin dia sedang tdk ingin ribut denganku.

oke, (dengan dalih) Be Yourself.

dan kebetulan sekali, mingggu kemarin, kelasku mengadakan gathering di daerah Batu. and we've made a games yang intinya ntar sekelas bakalan nulis di kertas tentang diri kita. tentang segala rasa yg terpendam, dan asa yg tak terungkapkan. *tssaaaaaahh
and here we go, their voice of mine ...

my friend's voice about me :') damned thanks :)

ALL OFF THEM (oke exactly 99.9%) menulis bahwa suaraku memang badly annoying. sejenak aku berpikir defensive dg berkata :
"ah, gak juga kok. aku khan gak selalu tereak2. toh meskipun aku scream out loud, aku tetap unyu maksimal. dan kliatannya, semua juga nggak keberatan2 amat" dan juga
"ah, itu yg membuatku beda. just be yourself, Lala".
aaand cut!
kita berpindah ke sisi yang agak mature.
you are not teenage anymore. time for growing mature,
Lala. kalo misal kamu liat cwe' yg sukanya bentak2, ngomongnya keras, and so on, what do you feel? *ibu peri nanya.
mmmmm... biasa aja *jawabku. dan ibu peri pun bunuh diri.
dan aku sadar bahwa just be yourself doesn't mean that you have to keep doing something different from other people. but something better.

"being yourself doesn't mean being egoist and not hearing other opinion. if its make you better, why not?"aku

as "Peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no trouble, noise, or hard work. it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart."
— Lady Gaga

PS : you guys just annoyingly break my balls, but i love you guys. IKM A 2009. oh iya, thanks buat yg ngasih stapler. pasti berguna bgt. eh, yg dapet kado jam meja kuning, itu dari aku. dari akuuuu. hha

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" i've made a tumblr, and you may visit "

http://helosyalala.tumblr.com/ 

i dont exactly know what this page really for, but i use as a part of my picturesquene :) enjoy